| Lies upon lies upon ashes |
[Oct. 5th, 2004|08:47 pm] |
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| | senses fail - freefall w/o a parachute | ] |
Hey its been months since an update.... So ill see this as starting over and starting new. there is a time in our lives when we learn who we truely are. for me that is an everlasting journey. angry? yes i feel angry... sad? yes..... betrayed? yes... but why? all we want is a feeling of relif. this is where i will post all of these feelings. its just a feeling. so let me update this journal... let me update my life. I will try and write in here as often as possiable. you can comment on whatever.. but i will delete it if your being a dick. because its sad but some people dont know how to act. so let the fun begin |
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| Jack and the bean STALKer |
[Jun. 8th, 2004|07:33 pm] |
| thelongmorrow87's LJ stalker is hecamehome1963! | | hecamehome1963 is stalking you because they heard you are awesome in bed, and they want to find out. They are also getting with your significant other! |
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| To rely on sinning as our only answer |
[May. 10th, 2004|04:28 pm] |
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the complexity that we lay our hands down onto an unsorted world of hate and mistrust what is it for? its all because im saturaded with the love that i was suppose give to you. and not the everlasting breath placed on my heart. it is just a glimpse of me. the victim like the sun setting never to rise again i lay down and forget what is most deadly. I write this apology to you. |
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| yea ... ull say itl never end i say what about tomorrow? |
[Mar. 17th, 2004|09:36 pm] |
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| | coldwater tragedy - the long morrow (makes u think) | ] |
im keepin it mad short i got alot of work to do
well today we had a delay that lasted a total of 2 hours..... went to school.... kyle wasnt there so lunch was boring.. got home drove to work... im a good driver... work was boring... almost got fired. yea all well.. got my pay check it was only like 130... dam taxes... woulda been 163... all well... yea got home... friend got pissed so i tried my best to fix it. im sorry. but yea.... ill do anything for my friends. wow i wish they would do anything for me. but i guess i just want to be a good friend. anyway... yea.... talked on the phone a while tonite that was cool. well im tired... i got to make websites.... goodnight.. |
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| The Greatist Trip of all time. |
[Mar. 14th, 2004|09:34 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  restless | ] |
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| | Siverstine - Giving Up | ] |
ahhh this week is at an end... let me put in a timeline for you....
Friday-
I went to school......Then i worked.... Then i went to the movies to see secret window w/ kyle justin and steve.. and others... but i didnt sit next to them... it was ok... i didnt really like it.... too prdictable..... the only fucked up part was he killed his dog.. all well
Saturday-
I worked... then steve came over and we went out to micky d's... then kyle justin and billy came over.... we all chilled and laughed it up to madd tv... then they left at like 4 in da freekin morning........ god damn..... coulda stayed over... i didnt think they really were having a good time... yea we stuck batterys to our toungs.... that was fun.
Sunday-
i finished the new band site... personally... i think its a peice of shit..... i can make much better.... i am making a better one.... yea... im gonna start to work up to my FULL potential... ive been slacking off alot.... well then i went to work and lifted heavy boxs.... madd coustmers tried to give me tips... but we cant accept them... dam kmart... yea now im here...
ima do really good at band practice... at least i hope so... ima try as hard as i can.... ima let all my emotion that been building up in me lately... imna go crazy... FUCKING CRAZY.... kyle played a part from senses fail last nite and i kinda exploded..... that was only a taste of the ink i had building up inside me......im ready
im ready
IM READY..
IM FUCKING READY SO FUCK YOU! IM FUCKING GONNA TEAR SHIT APART MOTHER FUCKER...
sorry..... MY CURRENT MUSIC IS NOW FREE FALL WITHOUT A PARACHUTE BY SENSES FAILED.... WITH EVERY PASSING MOMENT IT JUST KEEPS GETTING WORSE THE WALLS ARE GETTING SMALLER AND I AM 6 FEET BENeath the earth and i will be just lost.... just lost......... my scream is ready....my mind is ready...... are you ready? |
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| My Journal |
[Mar. 10th, 2004|07:37 pm] |
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| | lonely | ] |
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| | Thursday - war all the time | ] |
Welcome to my place. this is my space where i let out whats on my mind for anyone to see... why do i do this? because I like to get my feelings out and if anyone who really cares enough thell read this. welcome to my mind, my world, and my journey through life. |
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